highschool sweethearts

i always want a highschool sweetheart. This will be my last year in highschool, i dont know if im gonna be able to have one TT TT... I want to share memories with him, laugh, tell each other cheesy jokes, watch the sunrise, see the sunset, stare  into the night sky under the moon, cuddle with him and feel each others warmthness. idk ;3 it seems like a good feeling. i want to experience that good feeling before high school is over~ ><

today i was walking home from work, i kept thinking about it and kept smiling to myself . lol i must've looked stupid crossing the streets with a big smile and cars staring at me x) there is this one person that came to my mind when i thought about it. idk why D;
have i really start to like him ? its terrible. he probably dont feel the same~
i have no hopes, no signs of anything to continue and not give up >.< he doesnt show one bit of interest ...
worst of all, he knows that i like him. well sorta kinda. someone told me that he suspected long time. but weird thing is that i recently started liking him X____x'''''

well back to the highschool sweetheart topic. yah~ i want one~ :P it'll sure make my senior year fun and memorable.
i even thought about the future :D  but ill talk about that later haha. its 2:50AM. i cant explain much more.