update and pictures ??

not much really happen.

been feeling shitty for no reason. keep remembering about the past . and sometimes wanting to forget it.

idk, mix feelings !! ><

idk waht my heart or brain wants anymore.

ohwelllls ,

ill post recent pictures of myself up ^^

ENJOYYY~

early opening present time~

so i never really got to do my "christmas and birthday list" because i was too lazy. Now that day, December 25 (my birthday and christmasday)  is coming near, its too late.
I got my birthday and christmas presents from my friends today <3
I LOVE THEM :]]]

i think i got some of the stuff i want :P ehhehe . makeup ^^
i got:
Urban Decay Primer Potion
Chopstick case , fork and spoon set (so i can bring it to school to use :D)
a wooden box container to store my makeup stuff
Naturale Beauty mineral eyeshadow set
Profusion Pallette

it all came in cute wrapping and packaging :P especially the ones that was put in food cardboard box lol

At the moment, im opening my presents now ^^
finished opening the UDPP.
there is this weird container in the set of my fork, chopstick and spoon . idk what its for??
i wishh i could take pictures of how the set looks like! its adorable <3333 winnie the pooh :D
do they have in mickey mouse?? i want another one in that lol
im opening the Naturale beauty mineral set now. already saw it today at lunch cause i opened it to try it out ;]]
check out http://www.naturalebeauty.com/ ?? their product line is okay.. i guess. idk, never really tried it. packaging never impressed me. ill do reviews on it later.. maybe.
omfg, its so hard to close the mineral eyeshadow caps. theres a special way to clsoe it -.-' gotta start at that edge thing where the closing starts.
opening next present now :] i think the wooden box
the present is in a starburst candy box LOL xD
its so cute and light ! ^^
next is .... PROFUSION PALLLETTE <3
i've been wanting this one since a long time. finally got it .
i think its the same one i want ? xP
yep its the one . the cover lady looks so SCARYY !!
wow , i love the pallette so much . its a bit different from the one i orignally saw and want ! this one is even BETTTER . because it has the bush , and eyeshadows in neutral colors <3
i love neutral colors. the one i wanted before was colorful .
the colors are also very vibrant. i wanna take pictures of it.
ill for sure do a review on this.

hmm thats it for present . hehe ,
the rest are 2 goodie bags ^^ <3

thank you guys for getting me these <3
thanks for making this years' birthday more special for me.

just a little update.

my phone is broken . so i have to use my old phone. and its both the same, but my old one, the camera is broken. so i cant really take pictures to update.
makes me feel lazy~

well anyways , been busy with school and work hehe.
black friday sales i bought:
the body shop buy 3 for $30 deal - A blush for friend's xmas present, a foundation buffing brush i think, and the mineral foundation.
i also bought hand wash soap , smells goood!
ooh and clothes for brother, well i chipped in money.
spent almost $70 that day -.-'' couldn't buy much for myself ,
i know that my xmas and birthday this year will suuuck ass,  cause its both on same day, noone will remember or even to separate my presents, >.<' they'll just put it together as one. i know i sound selfish, but idc for the presents, just as long as they separate it to make my birthday seem special, not just another christmas day :/
also , i probably would spend my birthday and christmas alone because for my birthday, friends will be busy with their families, and my family are split up, they dont celebrate much anymore.
my fricken sweet 16 will not be sweet, cause ill be spending it alone.
to make up for that, im buying myself gifts also. at least i can depend on myself now to make me feel happy that day.
well part of my gifts that i gave to myself for birthday and xmas is the body shop stuff, and i bought this brush gift set from walmart~

the brush set is awesommmme!
comes with a powder/alloverbrush, a blending brush (like the mac 187 but its called blending brush o.O slight smaller), a blush brush (that looks like a foundation brush.. geez walmart get their brush mixedup), a eyeshadow brush, eye blending shadow brush, angled shadow brush, and a eyeliner brush. oooh AND a makeup pouch holder thing .
tooo bad my camera is not working :/
maybe ill do a review or something or post pictures of it up.
best part is that i got all these brushes for $14 +TAX !! amazing deal :]

i also wanna get the costco 2009 kirkland borghese brush set. comes with soo much .
i want it !!

ill be updating my xmas and birthday wishlist sooon~ when im not lazy :p

currently im watching You're Beautiful.  AMAZING drama <33333
at first , i never really cared about it, was too busy . but now after watching it, WAHT THE FUCK was i thinkingggg !???!! why did i stall so much time to watchh ittt !??

well imma go and watch drama now , bye bye ^^

hm .. i want to say something .

Why do i feel like you still have feelings towards me but at the same time force yourself to hate me? Am i wrong? .. I shouldn't have made that choice and put our friendship at risk.. I rather have you as a friend more than anything . Will it be like this forever ? -__-''

I had my reasons..

Was it a lie? That you wanted to be with me forever and im the one who's most sincere to you?

Did you mean it when you said you love me the most?

I hear this too often now..

How am i able to believe this when you are acting like a complete stranger now?

Never will i believe these sweet lovey dovey words anymore.

i want my best friend back because you're one of the guy friends that i can be most comfortable around with ;/

***This was from last nightt that i posted through my phone , just wanted to put it all together today .

Purikura pictures

loook~ i used this online site where you can make purikura  picture by using your picture that you've taken.

i used this site for awhile , i like it (=

i recommend a picture that has good lighting.

puricute.com

how do you like it ? lmfao , i didnt have good pictures .. doesn't look like the real one .

maybe ill do again after i take a better picture~

Soccer manager?? Idk. Class is boring. A guy asked for my number at lunch haha. Too bad he wasn't like the fobby asian type that i like.

I hate there two peopl with the initial BC and CS ! Those butthole >:O they should leave this earth or maybe die :] hehe >:]

Im bored. I miss blog spot :D haha

pictures , wish and halloween 2009

here are the pretty pictures i took today @my work place ^^

ahhh much better =)

for more individual closeup pictures click below .

1. 2. 3. 4. 5.

a picture i forgot in the collage >.<''

You know , i really wish that one day , i would be in youtube videos . such as ulzzang or cute asian girl etc .. :O

i wonder if ill be discovered ..

feeeel free to use my pictures for it ^.< link me to vid. and lemme see :P

haha ill be so happppy ~

Guess what i was for halloween ?

it was suppose to be a sexy asian fob guy but ended up looking like a ugly rugged pedophile guy .

you'll see ..

pretty ugly and hideous yeah ???? ..

This is more like a super ugly pedophile guy ..

but anyways ~ halloween was fun .

i went to work , then tricked or treat around neighborhood , then cruise @waikiki .

then got home close to midnight . lol , last year was more fun .

i missed it so much ..

part of the reason was that JK was there , made it a memory that is hard to forget .

never mind .

the things i listed would not be done today.
Too busy.  I have a baby now lol. It's for human Development class. we have this baby project which teaches us parenting -.-' ,
my baby is a Hispanic baby girl . there's no asian baby !! im mad , all the baby is so ugly .. no offense hah . only asian woulda looked better. well I named he Pham Shu Mai lol . cute yeah ?(=
I have a cousin with the second name of the first name Mai also , and i saw Shu Mai dumplings in my fridge . ooh , and i wanted my baby to be kinda Vnese and chineseishh lol . so Shu from "Lao Shu" (mouse) . lol and Mai from VNese word ^^ it sounded cute together . either that name or i had an alternative which was Hao Mi , with the tone pronunciation .
heres couple pictures, enjoy~ :]

aiiiiiy ..

Runnning out of things to post!
im thinking about making a crepe tutorial or something tomorrow .. lol , im kinda craving for some . Wait oh shit, I can't because no more ice cream. Rawr. I finished all of my Green Tea one >.<' Should i buy Vanilla bean next? I'll ask my mom tomorrow.
There's so much that i need to do. I guess i'll list it here

- Do japanese crepe tutorial
- Photoshop tutorial (im a master :P 4Years of experience!!)
- Create a wishlist for my upcoming christmas and birthday things
- Buy presents soon
- Buy new contacts
- Create a new blog theme
- New organized youtube cause some bitch snoop around and copies me.
- Delete some myspace friends
- Learn twitter and facebook

hm , there might be more .
Diet starts tomorrow. Its not the bad one. NOTE im not trying to lose weight anymore. I dont really care now. Haha. I just wanna get into the habit of eating more healthier food and no junk food. Maybe next week i'll award myself.. hehehe. Im just gonna cut down what i eat by 1/2 or until im 50% full, and eat every 4hrs or so. Maybe my metabolism will go high again. My metabolism are kinda low now due to me last year being on the XC team. Exercising made me more hungry, therefore eat more, and people always wanted to go mcdonalds >.<' so my meal was horrible, i ate alot. let's go back a year, ate a full breakfast and full lunch because i would need the energy for after school practice. after practice, friends keep wanting to go mcdonalds, therefore i wouldn't just sit there and watch them eat, i order too!! and when i get home, i eat my dinner til im  full. my mom comes home and force me to eat more! so , what, that's like 5 big meals a day!?  holy shit no wonder i gain so much after a year , from 97ish beginning of sophomore to end of sophomore to be 110.. -.-'' but im suprised that i didnt gain a whole shit load. sometimes i would skip meals to make up my alot of eating. so that for sure changed my metabolism. it became a habit, eating alot and then skipping some and make up for it later. my eating time are like lsdfjaslkfjall over >.<'''!!
well enough of this.  overall , i will make a promise to myself beginning right now. no more junk food~ even if im craving for some.. -.-''
and always eat everymeal . no skipping :O well there might be some exception cause of my busynesss~~
anyone wanna join gym with me ? i feel like running but hate running out in the sun :/ grrrr .
why cant the day be dark? and night be bright? so much easier for me.. no sun will be out when im out. and when the suns, out the world is sleeping ;p
haha yeah i know that sounds duumb .

ooh i wonder who read my blog ? o.O' hehehe *suspicious*
ohyeah its some no life person i dont like who happens to frequently visit my myspace and find my blog post link . ehem , you know who you are , and i know who you are also(=
>;] disgrace i tell you !! stay americanized . afterall, you were born here .. &not even educated about your own culture . so dont be going around saying "asian pride" or something related to that and shit. lmao . it just sounds dumb . you'll get no where in life .
i feel like ranting about this.. maybe tomorrow i will . gotta sleep now . byebye ^^

nt! So irritating wen u speak to him.

I hate the person with the initial SD,Stop talking in VNese u fucking fat shit. ur not evn full viet ur part khmer so stick that. ur viet is not evn flue

nails

i took pictures in 4 different views so that its easier to see .

the design is very simple . just a solid base color , and super glittery and sparkly at the tips .

btw , anyone korean or knows korean ?

i can read korean but cant understand .

i saw this writing on the bus . i  wanted to know waht its saying . bothered me sooo much !! i had to take a picture of it .

the writing is so messy , i cant read it >.<' its probably because either im forgetting my korean reading character thing or its too messy to read .

can someone translate for me if they are able to read that ??

what i bought today .

NOTE : the following picture is taken with my camera phone . Therefore, the quality sucks . so does the picture color .. >___<'' it barely shows it well .

Look what i bought today ! me and my friend went to Don Quiote just to browse around .

we saw these lipstick and its really interesting . the colors were weird , comes in colors such as green, magenta, orange, blue, yellow, dark pink . we both bought the orange one :] It has aloe vera in it also ! :]]

when applying the lipstick color , it doesnt litterally show up like the colors it shows . each of the color transform to another color when applied on .

it "changes to a beautiful shade of red activated by your body chemistry".

The orange one turns to like a coral kinda color i think ?

these are the colors that are available . theres more variety though .

these lipsticks are called Magic Kiss Aloe Lipstick 6 Pack.

Here is the color chart for when it changes the color to:

Green = Red

Magenta = Cherry

Orange = Coral

Dark Pink = Rose

Yellow = Pink

Blue = Plum

I like all of these colors . just wished i have enough money to get the rest .

the colors actually stays on !!

I tried rubbing the colors and it wouldnt even smudge or smeared at all O.o

So amazinnnng .

look at the swatch above that i did . it was at the store .

its all in random order and some are repeated and is on my other arm .

the orange one showed up a bit light because the more coat you apply the more vibrant the color is . plus i didnt want my lips to look super pink or something .. it might look unnatural , so i applied 1-2 stroke .

Heres how it looks like on my lips :

you cant really see much difference but in real life it really does show up !! :O

its noticeable also . its my stupid camera phone's fault :/

i used the Orange lipstick color , and topped it with my Neutrogena MoitureShine Lip Soother Cooling Hydragel SPF 20 in Sparkle 45 .

it looks amazing on my lip :P im definetly gonna get more once i have enough money , or a job =.=''

i like it alot (=

Extra INFO :

Where to buy it : i bought mines at Don Quiote , or ABC Store .

Price :  I bought it for $1.29 +tax each .You can also buy it in a pack (has all the colors)

I've also seen these lipstick at my local drugstore, Longs ? i think they have it .. o.O' im not sure .

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And this is what i also bought @Don Quiote .

yepp .. it's the Wet n' Wild MegaEyes Creme Eyeliner .

I've saw these awhile ago , and youtube had reviews on it . i decided to buy it today because i had no eyeliner left xD

and plus i wanted to try creme eyeliner such as Mac Fluidline or the Loreal Hip creme liner but those cost so much . i didn't want to spend so much money then not liking it after >.<' just in case .

i wanna start of with something simple , with good quality . this wet n' wild creme eyeliner had good reviews so im guessing its good ?

Heres the swatch on my arms :

i hated the brush that the cremeliner came with . its soo thick !!

so im gonna apply it with my ecotools liner brush . its much thiner and easier to handle . look at the picture above . you can see it right ?? i dont like thick lines >.<''

my stroke is so ugly :P i was rushing .

i used my saliva and water to rub it off , and the eyeliner didn't move also ! <3

the one thing i didnt like besides the thick eyeliner brush it came with is that the eyeliner kinda takes awhile for it to dry , but ill deal with it :]

im satisfy with everything i bought today ^^

i cant wait till tomorrow becuase walgreen will have a new sale~

i want the revlon buy 1 get one free thing already :O

because i need to get my liquid eyeliner , revlon colorstay foundation and concealer >.<''

I really dont like you . Ugh . So irritating

last night's birthday party .

Yeah that was one of the most awkwardest night .. i was like a loner . i had to pretend that im txting to make it seem like im not a loner and is engaged into something thats why im not talk . but actually , i wasn't included in any group that was there . it was split into 2 groups , well actually 3 .. the first one was the adults , which was my mom and her drucken friends , the second group was the younger kids group which consists of my sister , her friends , and my mom's friends' younger children , and lastly the thrid group was my age , it was my mom's boyfriend's son and his girlfriend . they were the onlyone that was my age range but they are together ! so its akward to be a third wheel lol and plus they came in later . so i had to deal with this all night . but the good thing was .. fooood (= &ice cream cake .

Now onto some of the pictures that i took w/my camera phone ..

At the beginning of the party , she's serving us food . it was this rice soup thing .

My rice soup , it has meat in it . i think in VNese this soup is called chao long ? O.o

Other food i ate . Goi Du Du ? i think thats how you spell it , &the crab thing .

this is the cake !! :] the brownish one is my mom's cake . it tasted like coffee . so good :]]]

the pink and white one is the ice cream cake , it was for my mom and sister . notice the number 39 candles .. and the small candle surrounding it . the cake was cookie and cream flavor ? idk .

personally i like the brown cake more , but the icecream cake seems more tempting to eat cause its icecream . , but junk ice cream -.-''

Omfg this party is super weird i have noone to talk to D: help .. So junk its awkward . I have noone to txt either so i had to pretend and txt ! How sad :[[

Happy birthday MOM :]

hehe today is her official birthday .  we're gonna go out and eat or something . my sisters birthday celebration will be today also . :D
i cant wait for the ice cream cakeee <333

omg , yesterday i never slept at all . till this morning at 7am !
i was cleaning all night with my dad . we cleared up the computer room , cleaned out trash , dust and replace the old computer desk with the new one ^^
never finished till 4 i think . and i stayed up on the computer and talk with my buddy , L :D haha .
i didnt feel like sleeping thats why . and plus he was in HK , the time difference is different lol .
so at 7am i went to sleep and woke up at 2pm and went to costco and walmart .
came home around 6pm . what a day . it felt so fast o.O'
at 3pm , it felt like 10am . before i knew it , going in and out the stores , the sky already turned dark !

welll immma go and get ready now ^^

Update - Nails makeup brushes , AND happy birthday mommy <3

today i went to my mom's nail shop where she works at . i was suppose to help out and work but ended up getting my nails done instead ! (= ahha its kinda nice ? :p but it took 4 hours to finish ! why ? because the place was so busy .. >.< i had to keep waiting and waiting . the picture isnt that good quality D: it was rainy and i used my camera phone . the bus pass wasn't good to hold also x] maybe ill take another better one .

starting next week's weekend im gonna have to work at that place , actually the second branch . ill be doing errands and stuff ? cant wait :D cause ill get paid ^^

makeup here i come !

ECOTOOLS MAKEUP BRUSH SET . (im too lazy to go look at what these brushes were called) I had my eyes on these for more than a year !! but never had the chance to buy them cause i had no money D: and when i do , i hesitate to buy it cause im afraid ill go broke again .. but ended up using that money on food . this happen so much times . so finally today , i decided to just buy it ! :] who cares if i regret using my money , hehe because i dont wanna use it on food . might as well buy these makeup brushes .

right after i bought these , i was sooo happpy !! (= i literally ran out the store and to my bus stop . hihihihi ^^ yeah i probably looked stupid . i was so excited to open it up but i tried to wait . right after i got on my bus , i couldnt wait any longer ! i just had to open it up =]

wow , the brushes were sooo soft <3 i like the fact that its cruelty and stufff ~ thats amazing :] and the packaging is awesome . i didnt even know that you can reuse the pouch package thing it came in . the makeup brush holding pouch thing was good also . not so crazy about that but i still like it , i can store my brushes and take it along with me now without the hassle of finding a place to put it in . unsanitary >.<

the brushes smelled okay , not bad . i accidently used the powder brush and used it on my face right away . i forgot the fact that i had to wash it before using LOL . hopefully it never damageed my skin .

when i washed the brushes , there was no hair fallout ! :] not even onee .

the brushes is still drying .

so far , these eco tool brushes impressed me . but one thing i didnt like was that there was a concealer brush , and a shading brush . i didnt know which is which .. for stupid people like me , it woulda help so much if they labeled it ontop the brushes xD ill love it even more .

i bought the brushes at Walgreens for $12.56 (tax included) . really cheap for good quality brushes <3

ii can't wait to officially start using it tomorrrow :DDDD ~~

ill update on that later .

 

now , i wanna get the mini ecotool brush set also . i think it comes with a mini kabuki , a blush and other stufff . i was attracted to the kabuki the most , and the shading brush . the shading brush from this mini set isn't like the one from the set i bought today . its kinda more fluffy i think ? O.o ill go check that out . maybe ill buy next time :]

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theres this other brush set from walgreens . its from the line Studio35 . the brush set is mini i think . there is this one brush that caught my eyes (i saw it on the computer at Walgreens.com) . it was a duo fibre brush ? O__O' like the mac 187 . well it looks like it . the reviews on the site that it works just as great ! :] the set is $9.99 . i dont know for how much brushes . i wanna get this one also , sooo badly !! mainly for that duo fibre brush . i think it claims for that "airbrush" look also for a cheaper price . 5 mini brushes for $9.99 compare to mac 187 brush for $42 (ithink) , thats superr awesome ;O &a great deal . but since i've never tried it yet , im not sure about the quality of Studio35 brush set .

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(my info might be a little off about some because its what i remember .. and i have bad memory)

(also , my grammar is super horrible , i know it as im typing but i dont know how to correct it :/)

 

Tomorrow is my mommy's birthday ! :] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY <3

i love you ^^

she's turning old . lol , 39 ? still lookin' young ;]

then on Oct. 13 is my sisters birthday .

 

oh yeah , lemme update on these past few days also ..

the reason that i haven't been blogging was because too lazy x] lmfao .

i was spending too much time catching up on my kpop updates . hihihihihih :P

AND i was creating my own primer potion .

ill go into details with that later in my next blog post or so .

i wanted to get the UDPP in original AND sin , but its too expensive . $17 for ONE , but i wanted two so that's $34 !? not including tax yet .. >.<

but my desire for UDPP made me wanna make my own primer potion . i wanted my makeup to stay on longer , so i must need to have something to help it .

Victoria Secret has one for $14 :]

speaking of VS , it finally opened here where i live ! like awhile ago .. couple days ago , i went to check it out .

omg , so much makeup <3 i wanna try it lol . because the packaging look so cute and professional .

there was a sale 5 for $20 !? im gonna convince my mom to get . there was a sale for the lotions and stuff too . i dont know how long the sale will go on for .

 

i think thats all i have to say .. O___O' i might still be missing stuff though , hahaha .

so much typing . >.>''

BYE BYE ^^Y

She irritates me by her looks . I dont like her now . Ugh

I cant sleep !! :O why ??? My neck hurts

new pictures , updates .

ohyeahhh , more new pictures :]

this was yesterday . was too lazy to upload till now .

i closed my eyes for the last picture !! D: stupid sun . lmao , or maybe i moved the camera too early or at the same time i was gonna blink ..

i think the food that i was eating is called ban uoc ? O__O im not sure if thats how you even spell it .

but it was goood ^.<

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fitness update ,

frick i ate two big bowls of green tea icecream today !! so much for cutting back on junks ><

well theres tomorrow , ill try again !!

ooh football game tomorrow also ! cant wait ^^

Fitness

so each days that goes by , im gaining more weight i think .

well im feeling all the weight gain . my body feels heavy and i dont feel like i can walk .

i asked my parents to allow me to join the gym but they said no . i have no other way to stay fit .

and im addicted to junk food :/

not fair , i cant help it .

whatever i want to do they dont accept or support it .

now all i can do is eat less , stick to a strict diet and stare at the skinny body figure of people on the internet and be jealous of it wishing it could be mine .

so starting tomorrow , i will start this diet .

breakfast only water . lunch only milk .

dinner umm , carrots and milk and water .

i dotn know if i can do this . its sooo hard D:

i wanna lose all those extra fat in my body and get thin as i can . idc anymore ;[

rawrrrrr , frick . i feel like i have a low self-esteem right now . i feel ugly , fat and hideous .

i never thought that i would feel this way . before i thought people who feel this way are stupid and it didnt make sense to me but now i understand .

asklfdjlksdfjskfjsldkfjlkasf fuckkkk .

>___<''

Girly-Tomboy's second giveaway :]

glad im able to participate in this one ^.<

thnks <3

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everything is brand new, never been used.

1. Sophia Milano eyeshadow compact

2. Profusion beauty journal; 20 glosses and 28 shadows

3. Burts Bee's mint tingle

4. Mariah Carey spray

5. Mariah Carey body lotion

6. Salon perfect lashes; 33

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Weekend to today - monday Update and pictures

i forgot to upload pictures i took :p

this was on Saturday , September 26 , 2009 .

remember my previous post about my community service ? having to paint the graffitis around the community lol . wait , im not sure if i did blog about that ..

well on that day , my interact club was suppose to "paint over graffiti" but there wasn't enough supplies so me and other people picked up trash . ew , gross , i picked up a wet underwear ;[ and many disgusting stuff ..

hehe , but pepsi from period 2 was there (= (pepsi is a nickname for this other guy) lmao . ill update more on the guys later~

i look so terrible that day ! big ugly shirt and shorts .. frick , and i had to wear a hat cause was so sunny :/ didnt wanna get any darker .

so sunday , September 27 , 2009 . it was my mom's friends' nail shop grand opening . they opened another branch of Modern Nails . i got a pedicure done .. my toenails before were so hideous !! i might post a picture of my new toenail ^^ its kinda pretty . my mommy did it . i wanted to get fake nails done D;

the place was hella boring . full of adults . hehe the best part was when i walked in , everyone was complimenting me ! like how pretty i look o.O' some ladies were arguing that i was korean , chinese or japanese~ i was just sitting there staring . they thought my dad was something else lol .

i felt pretty afterward xP *hmph princess nose up high* haha you get it ? x] jk .

i wanted to take a picture of myself that day~

&&so today .. monday . i went home from school . was bored , so decided to take pictures of my makeup that day , but got carried away and took these pictures instead .. LOL !

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so weird , different angles can make a person look slightly different . like the 3 pictures above , and the toher 2 before that . hah , lighting of the places made a big difference also . the first picture on saturday was taken @don quiote , Sunday's picture was taken outside modern nail . these two pictures were taken when its super sunny ! smart ah ? :]

and the last three picture were taken inside my room @7PM . i hate the light in my room . its soo yellowy and ugly . T____T''

i need better light .

my hair :] &super junior M

how would i look like if i were to have short hair like this ?

NOTE: my hair is not really like this ! its fake :] i just kinda teased it and clipped it in , kinda going for a bob look .

do you think i can pull it off ? :P i think it looks fine . well to my eyes . but not sure about other people ..

i know everyone prefers my long hair , but i like to try new stuff :] the pictures from my last post were my actual recent hair lol . my straight bangs from VN had grew back . i need new hair cut sooon ^^

should i color my hair ? i wanna go for a lighter color .

today i went don quiote , and i saw gatsby product for the first time ever in real life !! i was sooo happy.  i saw the gatsby hairwax but didnt have the one i wanted , which was the green one :/

ill try and buy next time .

next to the hairwax was gatsby's line of hairdye for men . oh boy , the guys hair was hellla sexy . the color and the way the hair picture was advertise <3 i wannnt the colors so bad !! i saw redish brown , light brown , greyish white (like from the gazette? i think ..) , and there was platinum blonde~ like G-dragon's current hair color . ahha , which one should i do ?

my hair at the moment is a darkish brown now . the color is fading . would i match with a lighter color ? ^^

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random stuff i wanna post :]

omg , super junior M is hot . i love their MV for super girl . donghae , kyuhyun , ryeowook and hangeng is sexy and cuuuute <3 im super attracted to donghae and kyuhyun now .

the above picture (left to right) is Kyuhyun and Donghae . cuuute yeahhh !??! i cant help but smile everytime when they pop up in the MVs .

Super Junior M's Super Girl has 2 version . the Mandarin Vrs , and just recently released the Korean Vrs . Mvs are similar , but the lyrics is different . which do you prefer ? mandarin or korean ?

to me since mandarin vrs was released first , im more used to it , and plus i can understand the mandarin just a little when they sing ^^ and its easy to sing along compare to the Korean vrs .

i think i need more time to get used to the korean one :] im sure ill love it just as much .

its kinda weird to my ears at first , but i like it alot already (:

ill post the MV's for both Version below ^____^

Mandarin

Korean

i loooove donghae and kyuhyuns part sooo much . i keep putting it on replay !!

in the korena vrs,  donghae was so cute when he sand "he's not superman , he must be mama boy" ^^

ADORABLE ! :D

pictures and makeup

Just wanted to post a picture of myself (= ahah , it was in school again . i had nothing to do .. O__O' my phone was next to me , so i just had to .. ^^

yeah i did photoshopped it . but not that much . i just arranged the picture together , and make it a little brighter . oooh and blur my retarded smile .. thats it :D not much . look at my eyesss !! its one of the reasons why i wanted to post these two pictures up . my eyes look gorgeous and shiny .

the other pictures i took look a like these two , but my hair was messed up . every picture , my eyes were woah :p ^.< im still gonna get circle lense though !! to make it more beautiful (;

My makeup look from that day ^____^

nice yeah ? my eyeliner and eyelashes are awesome :D bwuahaha . it was kinda simple , and not as dramatic .

i dunno why but the lighting for the picture with my two eyes are so bad , the lighting was yellowish :/ but the second one turned out fine .

rawrrrr~

wth , my sister is geting so dsfhaklsjfkasf lately.
today she got arrested for shoplifting and her friends didn't they juust left her !
my paretns and i yelled at her so much .
well i will stop now cause she had enough of the embarassment >.<
now atm , my dad is talking to me about my sisters' problem .
grrrr . >___<'

tomorrow im gonna go walgreen w/J ^-^
we're gonna buy makeup . maybelline is having a bogo , buy 1 get one freee :] neutrogena 40%off ? i think
and theres more .

GYM

today i went w/J and her dad to Honolulu Club gym . it was sooo cool !
the gym had like everything , tons of towels , lotion , cotton balls (took some) ear swab , hair dryer , curler , deodorant , gel , shampoo/conditioner and more ! amazing . ahaha . when we got there , we went to this room and played raquetball . it was my first time ^^ we were all sweating so much . after that , we went to do kickboxing thing in this studio . so funny , the guy called me FBI cause of my shirt and made J punch his chest :p i was embarrassed so we went to ride on those bike thing . i rode for about 14minutes , and burned 50 calories :O so little !! >____<'
then we went to run on the treadmill , well kinda walking on it for about 15-16minutes . i walked one mile then gave up LOL x]
it was getting hot , so we went to the pool and jacuzzi ^.< there was a freaky guy O__O'
thats it , we went home after x]
waht a day ! iim so tired ;/

Tshirt Line and hit the gym

^_______^ wooohoo , cant wait . a little suprise ? :P expect it sooon , around october ? Tons of pre-order stufff~

tomorrow , gonnna go gym w/ J ^.< we're gonna exercise like crazy and then hit the jacuzzi . lol ,
mk byebye for now (= im going to go &pack for tomorrrow .
- running shoes
- slippers
- eyeliner , liquid &pencil
- face wash
- 2 shorts
- 2 tops
- underwear
- sunscreen
- cream lotion
- wallet
- contact
- glasses
- case
- ipod
- a bag for everything

i think thats it .

update these past few days

what have i been up to ?? nothing really .

only picture taking :D ahahha , &wannna see my makeup for yesterday ??

I dont know why but my eyes are uneven ! look at my eyelids.. the left eye (your looking at the right one) its a double lid , and my other right eye is a fricken single lid T____T grrrr ,

my camera didnt catch the colors of my makeup . cause i used a phone camera. quality suckass .

its suppose to be a shimmery pink and white with a blend of lavender purple . its very very pretty . but it never showed up welll :///

im still kinda mad about my retaded eyelid .. >___<' anyway to fix it ? i want both single eyelid x] because most asians want double . i wanna be the opposite ! LOL .

Nice yeah my lips ? :P i like the pinky ness color . ^___^ makes it look cute and plummpy . if that makes anysense . this is what i used .

i got this lip gloss years ago ! when i was in 7thgrade and now im a junior is HS . more than 4 years ? O__O'

my aunty bought this makeup set thing from walmart for my 12th birthday (during christmas time) , and it included many makeup . the brand was the ColorWorkshop . sounds familiar ??

the set came with 3 lipgloss with that shape . square , tiny and light glass .

the colors were a darkish red , a light pink (the one i used) and a light brownish cappuchino color (hardly shows up) .

i mostly loosed the second one , the light pink . its adorable ! i dont know if they still have it now .

The ColorWorkshop is okay . its not that great , nor is it pigmented . i only liked it cause its cheap . everything included in this set SUCKS . only like the lip gloss :] haha , and probably couple other things . too lazy to find out what it is . hehehe ,

Well i gotta go and watch youtube , myspace , and study for a Alg2 quiz tomorrow . i have a feeling that i might fail .. >.<'' its soo hard and confusing . wish me luck ! :D

- btw , i have classes with the two guys i mentioned earlier tomorrow ^^ . ahaha .