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i was too busy to blog about this few days ago.

on thursday, i went with J, LMH, and E somewhere to do hw then eat. i cant believed that day happened. i was very happy ;3

im excited for next monday~ because mayb everyone can hang out again ^.<

well the past few days, ive been staying up to watch Autumn's Concerto.

Omg, this drama is one of the best drama everrrrr!! Vanness Wu is beginning to attract me haha. he's very cute :3

and Xiao Le from the drama ^^ forgot his real name. Was it Xiao Bin Bin ?? O_O not sure..

Figardo was also in this drama but only the begginning :[

lots of good looking guys ahah :P

guys in taiwan are pretty cute  ^ <

now that im finnally done with the drama, i can get more sleeping time .

but i got lots more drama to finish :O

highschool sweethearts

i always want a highschool sweetheart. This will be my last year in highschool, i dont know if im gonna be able to have one TT TT... I want to share memories with him, laugh, tell each other cheesy jokes, watch the sunrise, see the sunset, stare  into the night sky under the moon, cuddle with him and feel each others warmthness. idk ;3 it seems like a good feeling. i want to experience that good feeling before high school is over~ ><

today i was walking home from work, i kept thinking about it and kept smiling to myself . lol i must've looked stupid crossing the streets with a big smile and cars staring at me x) there is this one person that came to my mind when i thought about it. idk why D;
have i really start to like him ? its terrible. he probably dont feel the same~
i have no hopes, no signs of anything to continue and not give up >.< he doesnt show one bit of interest ...
worst of all, he knows that i like him. well sorta kinda. someone told me that he suspected long time. but weird thing is that i recently started liking him X____x'''''

well back to the highschool sweetheart topic. yah~ i want one~ :P it'll sure make my senior year fun and memorable.
i even thought about the future :D  but ill talk about that later haha. its 2:50AM. i cant explain much more.

why does it feel like i can relate to this?

Dinner at Gyukaku and ice cream at Bubbies

I didn't take any pictures well i did but it didnt turn out so great. i decided to take this from online x]

Me , my friend K and R went to eat at Gyu-kaku. Fancy Japanese restaurant. Food was pretty expensive but somewhat affordable for grownups ?? >< its probably because im still young to eat here regularly lol .

Thanks for R for bring us here <3

WE ate so much stuff, i dont even remember the name. it was yummy though ^o^~~

I felt bad that he paid for it >< next time i will :D

We then went to eat mochi ice cream at Bubbies. it was goood :3

I will definetly go back !

Well yah , i guess thats it . we went home after.

R has some of the pictures he took . ill try ask him for it lol

me and him.

So the last time i blogged about a guy, now re-reading it all over again, I've realized how stupid i sound. I used to never believe in love, i had never loved a guy, but then he came along, things were over for us, then i realized "i love him". I thought i loved him... Now thinking of it, i dont think i did. I think i just missed him alot. I miss talking to him, laughing with him and most importantly, being his friend. Loving him was not real. It was just me trying to force myself because I was jealous of him and everyone else. I wanted to know what love really feels like. I guess i haven't felt it yet?? >.<  I was mad that he completely forgot about me, and now he has a new GF. I just wanted the attention from him only.. I learned to accept all that now. Feelings can change, people say things that they think they meant at that time, like how he said he loves me the most and forever we'll be together. months later, i believed that. His words was the hope that kept me thinking oneday we'll be together again. How foolish of me =.=''''''''''

I will wait patiently till the next person comes along. <3

Hopefully the right person who shows me what love really is.
Im not desperate to know though ;x but it would be great to have a warm feeling and a person who is there to hug me, and protect me.
I'll promise myself to not believe so much of what he says because we are still young. His feelings can change, and theres lots of time left.

As im watching dramas, I envy the relationship the couples have. It's so cute and romantic ^ ^
I wish one day, my life can be similar to the drama . hehehehe.


I'm glad im over J though~ I completely had no feelings for him for 3months already?? o.o
I've been talking to this guy, lets call him Donghae, because he sorta reminds me of Donghae now, lol or maybe Lee Min Ho ? hmm.. He reminds me of both!! I think i'll go with Lee Min Ho because theres also another guy who reminds me of Donghae. Lets shorten Lee Min Ho to LMH :p

Well , I dont know why everytime i talk to LMH, i just get giggly and nervous inside lol. Since the day i met him, back in middle school till now, everytime we talk, our conversation would go on and on and on. I remember back in middle school, we would talk on myspace for a long time, we had so much comments! and during that time, I wasn't afraid to talk to him in person. I wasn't as nervous. I remember in math, everytime i stood up, i can feel my legs wobble or cracks LOLLLL. sounds so weird yeah ?? So i try to keep myself in my seat.
Now, we still talk a lot online. I think he's the only guy i kept a conversation with so long o.O'''

I tell myself, "oh we're just friends, we just have lots to talk about"
but many people think i like him,...... >o< at first , i didnt think so.. but now thinking about it, i am a little interested in him =.='''
Because of talking to LMH so much, I forgot about J. which is a good thing. I'm glad.

I dont want things to go awkwardly between us though' . i'm still confused whether i like him or not... =.='
I dont really think of him that much but when i talk to him, i keep smiling and laughinng LOL.

LMH, pls dont think im crazy... i cant help myself xD

The only thing that sucks is that we dont talk in person like before, and lots of other girls likes him. i stand no chance ;____;''''''



ok~ enough now hehehehe, i feel a little bit better now that i blog about this LOL, its like telling him but not telling him. you know?~ xP



ohyah guyyyys, i got formspring, i want to answers questionnns *-*
http://www.formspring.me/bichduyenpham

UPDATED

YES!!! I just finished "remodeling" my blog. I used the pre templates that blogspot has. I used to be a pro at HTML. You dont even know how pro..... I had actual websites before. And remember those times on myspace? where people have "layout sites" and they make layouts for other people? i did that. I did so much that it was crazy. I had over 50,000-60,000 friends :P Yah, i was good at that and photoshop. hehe not to brag or anything.. Though i got really lazy, and didnt do much after that. >-<

Those many years are gone. darn. i miss those times. I'm a bit too lazy to try to remember how to html code things. So i had to use those templates >< Some were not nice at all. I guess this one is kinda nice?? Well the best one to me. I want some cute decoration stuff on it tho!! Will try to work something out later. Well at least before school starts.

My Goal is to be a frequent blogger and get a little popular ?? xP

I will blog about my daily life, makeup , fashion , tips , hair etc. like most girls . I wanted to do this 5 years ago =-= but never got to it. Damn my lazyness ;(

I'll update more later ^ ^ getting a little tired to type more. ill be sure to update something tomorrow.

Oh yeah tomorrow i will be going to eat dinner with a friend and his friends. I invited my best friend, K with me also so it wont be awkward. But i think it will !! im gonna have to spend more money on this dinner >.<  I cant just say no ...

long time once again...

hehehe.  helllo <3 wowww. i keep doing this. i get too lazy to blog ;[ i know.. this is no excuse hehe.

From now on, I've decided to type in proper English. Not like those weird shortcut internet things anymore, well maybe some (such as faces etc.) ^ ^ But please excuse my poor grammer. I dont know why but my English sounds funny, even though there are people who are suprise that i don't have an accent when i speak. To me, I can hear it >o<, and it bothers me. I can't pronounce my words correctly. I must sound really stupid!! ;___;'''''''

Anyways, its picture time!! Time to spam my blog with pictures, of myself of course xP, and maybe of other stuff too. I don't know. I'm gonna decide as I'm typing this blog up.

At work~ hehehe ^-^ I'm taking pictures in the bathroom/locker!! Bad me.. Hopefully my boss won't see this. I will get in trouble for playing around >v<''

I was waiting outside before going into work ~ do you like my eyes?? :P The color is beautiful!

Do I look ok with glasses?? hehehe. Cheap glasses. I wish i had expensive ones!

I really like this picture. lol I like my hair my smile, and it looks like I'm on the beach sand but I'm not.. I'm lying on my bed =) Does it look like it to you??

If this picture was taken with a professional camera, would it look like a modeling picture? xD I'm joking :p

My face structure is ok.. i like my eyes and hair tho!~

*******NOTE*******

None of these pictures are photoshop! i took it with my LG GC900 phone that has 8megapixel camera. Quality is ok~ then i just upload these pictures couple weeks after on my computer ^ ^

Just a little FYI for those people that likes to wonder kekekeke <3

I'm thinking of redoing my entire blog site. I'm getting bored of this current theme >^< kkkk I'm going to see if i can change anything. Wish me luck~ !!

<3 everyoneeeee =)

diamond head hike and waikiki

living on this so called "paradise" island isn't so great as many people think. There isn't much to do. same usual boring stuff, unless you have money. Yesterday, me and my friends went to hike up diamond head. it's new vnese friends. my first here (= well ones that were super fluent and stuff. we went along with my friends' college friends. they were so nice to us (=
after hiking, we just walked along alamoana beach and cruise .
haha, heres picture~

YESSS THESE  2 ARE PICTURES OF ME MAKING UP DIAMOND HEAD :D !!!!

Before the hike. some of the ppl i went with pose in front xD

staring at the scenery...

Thanh Pho Honolulu :]]

Tuan Anh taking picture of himself :p why does it look like that guy in the back is staring at me??

Khoa walking down

Bien Waikiki (Waikiki beach)

I will try to upload more pictures.

Friends <3

They are so important to me. Especially these 6.

its so painful already losing one of them :/ he means so much.

i can't afford to lose another.

every night, i think back about the fun times during cross country and hanging out and texting like crazy.

but of one decision, it was all gone.........

i wish it was back to how it was during this time.

FOREVER MY MAIN 6. +Me in the picture :]

here are pictures from halloween with friends~

Me &J ^^

the rest of these pictures are random from Apple Stores before i left to my summer 09' trip

After Lee's birthday party @his house on October 4, 2009

oooh, here are old pictures i found through my picture folders.

i was so black~ = =

Late Birthday and K-drama posts

I dont think i have blogged about my birthday yet.

SO LATE!! it was like weeks ago.

on Christmas - December 25, 2009 .

haha, we went to eat @Empress restaurant for this christmas party, and jsut celebrate my birthday there also.

my mom bought me a cake, i went to chinatown to order it.

omg, there is this cute guy thoughh .. i wanna know who he is ><''

heres my cake and rest of birthday pictures ~~~~

Me and Trung

My outfit for birthday.

Lately i've been watching dramas, well not really lately..

but like the past winter breaks and stufff..

omfg, i loveee shining inheritance, you're beautiful and boys over flowers.

Top K-dramas ever~~!!

in Shining Inheritance, Lee Seung Ki is soooo HOTTTTTTT <333

been having dreams about him ^^

<3333333 !!!!!!! :]

look at that adorable smile!

&here's the boys from You're Beautiful~ cute yeahh ? <3

update and pictures ??

not much really happen.

been feeling shitty for no reason. keep remembering about the past . and sometimes wanting to forget it.

idk, mix feelings !! ><

idk waht my heart or brain wants anymore.

ohwelllls ,

ill post recent pictures of myself up ^^

ENJOYYY~