hm .. i want to say something .

Why do i feel like you still have feelings towards me but at the same time force yourself to hate me? Am i wrong? .. I shouldn't have made that choice and put our friendship at risk.. I rather have you as a friend more than anything . Will it be like this forever ? -__-''

I had my reasons..

Was it a lie? That you wanted to be with me forever and im the one who's most sincere to you?

Did you mean it when you said you love me the most?

I hear this too often now..

How am i able to believe this when you are acting like a complete stranger now?

Never will i believe these sweet lovey dovey words anymore.

i want my best friend back because you're one of the guy friends that i can be most comfortable around with ;/

***This was from last nightt that i posted through my phone , just wanted to put it all together today .

Purikura pictures

loook~ i used this online site where you can make purikura  picture by using your picture that you've taken.

i used this site for awhile , i like it (=

i recommend a picture that has good lighting.

puricute.com

how do you like it ? lmfao , i didnt have good pictures .. doesn't look like the real one .

maybe ill do again after i take a better picture~

Soccer manager?? Idk. Class is boring. A guy asked for my number at lunch haha. Too bad he wasn't like the fobby asian type that i like.

I hate there two peopl with the initial BC and CS ! Those butthole >:O they should leave this earth or maybe die :] hehe >:]

Im bored. I miss blog spot :D haha

pictures , wish and halloween 2009

here are the pretty pictures i took today @my work place ^^

ahhh much better =)

for more individual closeup pictures click below .

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a picture i forgot in the collage >.<''

You know , i really wish that one day , i would be in youtube videos . such as ulzzang or cute asian girl etc .. :O

i wonder if ill be discovered ..

feeeel free to use my pictures for it ^.< link me to vid. and lemme see :P

haha ill be so happppy ~

Guess what i was for halloween ?

it was suppose to be a sexy asian fob guy but ended up looking like a ugly rugged pedophile guy .

you'll see ..

pretty ugly and hideous yeah ???? ..

This is more like a super ugly pedophile guy ..

but anyways ~ halloween was fun .

i went to work , then tricked or treat around neighborhood , then cruise @waikiki .

then got home close to midnight . lol , last year was more fun .

i missed it so much ..

part of the reason was that JK was there , made it a memory that is hard to forget .