update and pictures ??

not much really happen.

been feeling shitty for no reason. keep remembering about the past . and sometimes wanting to forget it.

idk, mix feelings !! ><

idk waht my heart or brain wants anymore.

ohwelllls ,

ill post recent pictures of myself up ^^

ENJOYYY~

early opening present time~

so i never really got to do my "christmas and birthday list" because i was too lazy. Now that day, December 25 (my birthday and christmasday)  is coming near, its too late.
I got my birthday and christmas presents from my friends today <3
I LOVE THEM :]]]

i think i got some of the stuff i want :P ehhehe . makeup ^^
i got:
Urban Decay Primer Potion
Chopstick case , fork and spoon set (so i can bring it to school to use :D)
a wooden box container to store my makeup stuff
Naturale Beauty mineral eyeshadow set
Profusion Pallette

it all came in cute wrapping and packaging :P especially the ones that was put in food cardboard box lol

At the moment, im opening my presents now ^^
finished opening the UDPP.
there is this weird container in the set of my fork, chopstick and spoon . idk what its for??
i wishh i could take pictures of how the set looks like! its adorable <3333 winnie the pooh :D
do they have in mickey mouse?? i want another one in that lol
im opening the Naturale beauty mineral set now. already saw it today at lunch cause i opened it to try it out ;]]
check out http://www.naturalebeauty.com/ ?? their product line is okay.. i guess. idk, never really tried it. packaging never impressed me. ill do reviews on it later.. maybe.
omfg, its so hard to close the mineral eyeshadow caps. theres a special way to clsoe it -.-' gotta start at that edge thing where the closing starts.
opening next present now :] i think the wooden box
the present is in a starburst candy box LOL xD
its so cute and light ! ^^
next is .... PROFUSION PALLLETTE <3
i've been wanting this one since a long time. finally got it .
i think its the same one i want ? xP
yep its the one . the cover lady looks so SCARYY !!
wow , i love the pallette so much . its a bit different from the one i orignally saw and want ! this one is even BETTTER . because it has the bush , and eyeshadows in neutral colors <3
i love neutral colors. the one i wanted before was colorful .
the colors are also very vibrant. i wanna take pictures of it.
ill for sure do a review on this.

hmm thats it for present . hehe ,
the rest are 2 goodie bags ^^ <3

thank you guys for getting me these <3
thanks for making this years' birthday more special for me.

just a little update.

my phone is broken . so i have to use my old phone. and its both the same, but my old one, the camera is broken. so i cant really take pictures to update.
makes me feel lazy~

well anyways , been busy with school and work hehe.
black friday sales i bought:
the body shop buy 3 for $30 deal - A blush for friend's xmas present, a foundation buffing brush i think, and the mineral foundation.
i also bought hand wash soap , smells goood!
ooh and clothes for brother, well i chipped in money.
spent almost $70 that day -.-'' couldn't buy much for myself ,
i know that my xmas and birthday this year will suuuck ass,  cause its both on same day, noone will remember or even to separate my presents, >.<' they'll just put it together as one. i know i sound selfish, but idc for the presents, just as long as they separate it to make my birthday seem special, not just another christmas day :/
also , i probably would spend my birthday and christmas alone because for my birthday, friends will be busy with their families, and my family are split up, they dont celebrate much anymore.
my fricken sweet 16 will not be sweet, cause ill be spending it alone.
to make up for that, im buying myself gifts also. at least i can depend on myself now to make me feel happy that day.
well part of my gifts that i gave to myself for birthday and xmas is the body shop stuff, and i bought this brush gift set from walmart~

the brush set is awesommmme!
comes with a powder/alloverbrush, a blending brush (like the mac 187 but its called blending brush o.O slight smaller), a blush brush (that looks like a foundation brush.. geez walmart get their brush mixedup), a eyeshadow brush, eye blending shadow brush, angled shadow brush, and a eyeliner brush. oooh AND a makeup pouch holder thing .
tooo bad my camera is not working :/
maybe ill do a review or something or post pictures of it up.
best part is that i got all these brushes for $14 +TAX !! amazing deal :]

i also wanna get the costco 2009 kirkland borghese brush set. comes with soo much .
i want it !!

ill be updating my xmas and birthday wishlist sooon~ when im not lazy :p

currently im watching You're Beautiful.  AMAZING drama <33333
at first , i never really cared about it, was too busy . but now after watching it, WAHT THE FUCK was i thinkingggg !???!! why did i stall so much time to watchh ittt !??

well imma go and watch drama now , bye bye ^^