never mind .

the things i listed would not be done today.
Too busy.  I have a baby now lol. It's for human Development class. we have this baby project which teaches us parenting -.-' ,
my baby is a Hispanic baby girl . there's no asian baby !! im mad , all the baby is so ugly .. no offense hah . only asian woulda looked better. well I named he Pham Shu Mai lol . cute yeah ?(=
I have a cousin with the second name of the first name Mai also , and i saw Shu Mai dumplings in my fridge . ooh , and i wanted my baby to be kinda Vnese and chineseishh lol . so Shu from "Lao Shu" (mouse) . lol and Mai from VNese word ^^ it sounded cute together . either that name or i had an alternative which was Hao Mi , with the tone pronunciation .
heres couple pictures, enjoy~ :]

aiiiiiy ..

Runnning out of things to post!
im thinking about making a crepe tutorial or something tomorrow .. lol , im kinda craving for some . Wait oh shit, I can't because no more ice cream. Rawr. I finished all of my Green Tea one >.<' Should i buy Vanilla bean next? I'll ask my mom tomorrow.
There's so much that i need to do. I guess i'll list it here

- Do japanese crepe tutorial
- Photoshop tutorial (im a master :P 4Years of experience!!)
- Create a wishlist for my upcoming christmas and birthday things
- Buy presents soon
- Buy new contacts
- Create a new blog theme
- New organized youtube cause some bitch snoop around and copies me.
- Delete some myspace friends
- Learn twitter and facebook

hm , there might be more .
Diet starts tomorrow. Its not the bad one. NOTE im not trying to lose weight anymore. I dont really care now. Haha. I just wanna get into the habit of eating more healthier food and no junk food. Maybe next week i'll award myself.. hehehe. Im just gonna cut down what i eat by 1/2 or until im 50% full, and eat every 4hrs or so. Maybe my metabolism will go high again. My metabolism are kinda low now due to me last year being on the XC team. Exercising made me more hungry, therefore eat more, and people always wanted to go mcdonalds >.<' so my meal was horrible, i ate alot. let's go back a year, ate a full breakfast and full lunch because i would need the energy for after school practice. after practice, friends keep wanting to go mcdonalds, therefore i wouldn't just sit there and watch them eat, i order too!! and when i get home, i eat my dinner til im  full. my mom comes home and force me to eat more! so , what, that's like 5 big meals a day!?  holy shit no wonder i gain so much after a year , from 97ish beginning of sophomore to end of sophomore to be 110.. -.-'' but im suprised that i didnt gain a whole shit load. sometimes i would skip meals to make up my alot of eating. so that for sure changed my metabolism. it became a habit, eating alot and then skipping some and make up for it later. my eating time are like lsdfjaslkfjall over >.<'''!!
well enough of this.  overall , i will make a promise to myself beginning right now. no more junk food~ even if im craving for some.. -.-''
and always eat everymeal . no skipping :O well there might be some exception cause of my busynesss~~
anyone wanna join gym with me ? i feel like running but hate running out in the sun :/ grrrr .
why cant the day be dark? and night be bright? so much easier for me.. no sun will be out when im out. and when the suns, out the world is sleeping ;p
haha yeah i know that sounds duumb .

ooh i wonder who read my blog ? o.O' hehehe *suspicious*
ohyeah its some no life person i dont like who happens to frequently visit my myspace and find my blog post link . ehem , you know who you are , and i know who you are also(=
>;] disgrace i tell you !! stay americanized . afterall, you were born here .. &not even educated about your own culture . so dont be going around saying "asian pride" or something related to that and shit. lmao . it just sounds dumb . you'll get no where in life .
i feel like ranting about this.. maybe tomorrow i will . gotta sleep now . byebye ^^

nt! So irritating wen u speak to him.

I hate the person with the initial SD,Stop talking in VNese u fucking fat shit. ur not evn full viet ur part khmer so stick that. ur viet is not evn flue

nails

i took pictures in 4 different views so that its easier to see .

the design is very simple . just a solid base color , and super glittery and sparkly at the tips .

btw , anyone korean or knows korean ?

i can read korean but cant understand .

i saw this writing on the bus . i  wanted to know waht its saying . bothered me sooo much !! i had to take a picture of it .

the writing is so messy , i cant read it >.<' its probably because either im forgetting my korean reading character thing or its too messy to read .

can someone translate for me if they are able to read that ??

what i bought today .

NOTE : the following picture is taken with my camera phone . Therefore, the quality sucks . so does the picture color .. >___<'' it barely shows it well .

Look what i bought today ! me and my friend went to Don Quiote just to browse around .

we saw these lipstick and its really interesting . the colors were weird , comes in colors such as green, magenta, orange, blue, yellow, dark pink . we both bought the orange one :] It has aloe vera in it also ! :]]

when applying the lipstick color , it doesnt litterally show up like the colors it shows . each of the color transform to another color when applied on .

it "changes to a beautiful shade of red activated by your body chemistry".

The orange one turns to like a coral kinda color i think ?

these are the colors that are available . theres more variety though .

these lipsticks are called Magic Kiss Aloe Lipstick 6 Pack.

Here is the color chart for when it changes the color to:

Green = Red

Magenta = Cherry

Orange = Coral

Dark Pink = Rose

Yellow = Pink

Blue = Plum

I like all of these colors . just wished i have enough money to get the rest .

the colors actually stays on !!

I tried rubbing the colors and it wouldnt even smudge or smeared at all O.o

So amazinnnng .

look at the swatch above that i did . it was at the store .

its all in random order and some are repeated and is on my other arm .

the orange one showed up a bit light because the more coat you apply the more vibrant the color is . plus i didnt want my lips to look super pink or something .. it might look unnatural , so i applied 1-2 stroke .

Heres how it looks like on my lips :

you cant really see much difference but in real life it really does show up !! :O

its noticeable also . its my stupid camera phone's fault :/

i used the Orange lipstick color , and topped it with my Neutrogena MoitureShine Lip Soother Cooling Hydragel SPF 20 in Sparkle 45 .

it looks amazing on my lip :P im definetly gonna get more once i have enough money , or a job =.=''

i like it alot (=

Extra INFO :

Where to buy it : i bought mines at Don Quiote , or ABC Store .

Price :  I bought it for $1.29 +tax each .You can also buy it in a pack (has all the colors)

I've also seen these lipstick at my local drugstore, Longs ? i think they have it .. o.O' im not sure .

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And this is what i also bought @Don Quiote .

yepp .. it's the Wet n' Wild MegaEyes Creme Eyeliner .

I've saw these awhile ago , and youtube had reviews on it . i decided to buy it today because i had no eyeliner left xD

and plus i wanted to try creme eyeliner such as Mac Fluidline or the Loreal Hip creme liner but those cost so much . i didn't want to spend so much money then not liking it after >.<' just in case .

i wanna start of with something simple , with good quality . this wet n' wild creme eyeliner had good reviews so im guessing its good ?

Heres the swatch on my arms :

i hated the brush that the cremeliner came with . its soo thick !!

so im gonna apply it with my ecotools liner brush . its much thiner and easier to handle . look at the picture above . you can see it right ?? i dont like thick lines >.<''

my stroke is so ugly :P i was rushing .

i used my saliva and water to rub it off , and the eyeliner didn't move also ! <3

the one thing i didnt like besides the thick eyeliner brush it came with is that the eyeliner kinda takes awhile for it to dry , but ill deal with it :]

im satisfy with everything i bought today ^^

i cant wait till tomorrow becuase walgreen will have a new sale~

i want the revlon buy 1 get one free thing already :O

because i need to get my liquid eyeliner , revlon colorstay foundation and concealer >.<''

I really dont like you . Ugh . So irritating

last night's birthday party .

Yeah that was one of the most awkwardest night .. i was like a loner . i had to pretend that im txting to make it seem like im not a loner and is engaged into something thats why im not talk . but actually , i wasn't included in any group that was there . it was split into 2 groups , well actually 3 .. the first one was the adults , which was my mom and her drucken friends , the second group was the younger kids group which consists of my sister , her friends , and my mom's friends' younger children , and lastly the thrid group was my age , it was my mom's boyfriend's son and his girlfriend . they were the onlyone that was my age range but they are together ! so its akward to be a third wheel lol and plus they came in later . so i had to deal with this all night . but the good thing was .. fooood (= &ice cream cake .

Now onto some of the pictures that i took w/my camera phone ..

At the beginning of the party , she's serving us food . it was this rice soup thing .

My rice soup , it has meat in it . i think in VNese this soup is called chao long ? O.o

Other food i ate . Goi Du Du ? i think thats how you spell it , &the crab thing .

this is the cake !! :] the brownish one is my mom's cake . it tasted like coffee . so good :]]]

the pink and white one is the ice cream cake , it was for my mom and sister . notice the number 39 candles .. and the small candle surrounding it . the cake was cookie and cream flavor ? idk .

personally i like the brown cake more , but the icecream cake seems more tempting to eat cause its icecream . , but junk ice cream -.-''

Omfg this party is super weird i have noone to talk to D: help .. So junk its awkward . I have noone to txt either so i had to pretend and txt ! How sad :[[

Happy birthday MOM :]

hehe today is her official birthday .  we're gonna go out and eat or something . my sisters birthday celebration will be today also . :D
i cant wait for the ice cream cakeee <333

omg , yesterday i never slept at all . till this morning at 7am !
i was cleaning all night with my dad . we cleared up the computer room , cleaned out trash , dust and replace the old computer desk with the new one ^^
never finished till 4 i think . and i stayed up on the computer and talk with my buddy , L :D haha .
i didnt feel like sleeping thats why . and plus he was in HK , the time difference is different lol .
so at 7am i went to sleep and woke up at 2pm and went to costco and walmart .
came home around 6pm . what a day . it felt so fast o.O'
at 3pm , it felt like 10am . before i knew it , going in and out the stores , the sky already turned dark !

welll immma go and get ready now ^^

Update - Nails makeup brushes , AND happy birthday mommy <3

today i went to my mom's nail shop where she works at . i was suppose to help out and work but ended up getting my nails done instead ! (= ahha its kinda nice ? :p but it took 4 hours to finish ! why ? because the place was so busy .. >.< i had to keep waiting and waiting . the picture isnt that good quality D: it was rainy and i used my camera phone . the bus pass wasn't good to hold also x] maybe ill take another better one .

starting next week's weekend im gonna have to work at that place , actually the second branch . ill be doing errands and stuff ? cant wait :D cause ill get paid ^^

makeup here i come !

ECOTOOLS MAKEUP BRUSH SET . (im too lazy to go look at what these brushes were called) I had my eyes on these for more than a year !! but never had the chance to buy them cause i had no money D: and when i do , i hesitate to buy it cause im afraid ill go broke again .. but ended up using that money on food . this happen so much times . so finally today , i decided to just buy it ! :] who cares if i regret using my money , hehe because i dont wanna use it on food . might as well buy these makeup brushes .

right after i bought these , i was sooo happpy !! (= i literally ran out the store and to my bus stop . hihihihi ^^ yeah i probably looked stupid . i was so excited to open it up but i tried to wait . right after i got on my bus , i couldnt wait any longer ! i just had to open it up =]

wow , the brushes were sooo soft <3 i like the fact that its cruelty and stufff ~ thats amazing :] and the packaging is awesome . i didnt even know that you can reuse the pouch package thing it came in . the makeup brush holding pouch thing was good also . not so crazy about that but i still like it , i can store my brushes and take it along with me now without the hassle of finding a place to put it in . unsanitary >.<

the brushes smelled okay , not bad . i accidently used the powder brush and used it on my face right away . i forgot the fact that i had to wash it before using LOL . hopefully it never damageed my skin .

when i washed the brushes , there was no hair fallout ! :] not even onee .

the brushes is still drying .

so far , these eco tool brushes impressed me . but one thing i didnt like was that there was a concealer brush , and a shading brush . i didnt know which is which .. for stupid people like me , it woulda help so much if they labeled it ontop the brushes xD ill love it even more .

i bought the brushes at Walgreens for $12.56 (tax included) . really cheap for good quality brushes <3

ii can't wait to officially start using it tomorrrow :DDDD ~~

ill update on that later .

 

now , i wanna get the mini ecotool brush set also . i think it comes with a mini kabuki , a blush and other stufff . i was attracted to the kabuki the most , and the shading brush . the shading brush from this mini set isn't like the one from the set i bought today . its kinda more fluffy i think ? O.o ill go check that out . maybe ill buy next time :]

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theres this other brush set from walgreens . its from the line Studio35 . the brush set is mini i think . there is this one brush that caught my eyes (i saw it on the computer at Walgreens.com) . it was a duo fibre brush ? O__O' like the mac 187 . well it looks like it . the reviews on the site that it works just as great ! :] the set is $9.99 . i dont know for how much brushes . i wanna get this one also , sooo badly !! mainly for that duo fibre brush . i think it claims for that "airbrush" look also for a cheaper price . 5 mini brushes for $9.99 compare to mac 187 brush for $42 (ithink) , thats superr awesome ;O &a great deal . but since i've never tried it yet , im not sure about the quality of Studio35 brush set .

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(my info might be a little off about some because its what i remember .. and i have bad memory)

(also , my grammar is super horrible , i know it as im typing but i dont know how to correct it :/)

 

Tomorrow is my mommy's birthday ! :] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY <3

i love you ^^

she's turning old . lol , 39 ? still lookin' young ;]

then on Oct. 13 is my sisters birthday .

 

oh yeah , lemme update on these past few days also ..

the reason that i haven't been blogging was because too lazy x] lmfao .

i was spending too much time catching up on my kpop updates . hihihihihih :P

AND i was creating my own primer potion .

ill go into details with that later in my next blog post or so .

i wanted to get the UDPP in original AND sin , but its too expensive . $17 for ONE , but i wanted two so that's $34 !? not including tax yet .. >.<

but my desire for UDPP made me wanna make my own primer potion . i wanted my makeup to stay on longer , so i must need to have something to help it .

Victoria Secret has one for $14 :]

speaking of VS , it finally opened here where i live ! like awhile ago .. couple days ago , i went to check it out .

omg , so much makeup <3 i wanna try it lol . because the packaging look so cute and professional .

there was a sale 5 for $20 !? im gonna convince my mom to get . there was a sale for the lotions and stuff too . i dont know how long the sale will go on for .

 

i think thats all i have to say .. O___O' i might still be missing stuff though , hahaha .

so much typing . >.>''

BYE BYE ^^Y

She irritates me by her looks . I dont like her now . Ugh

I cant sleep !! :O why ??? My neck hurts

new pictures , updates .

ohyeahhh , more new pictures :]

this was yesterday . was too lazy to upload till now .

i closed my eyes for the last picture !! D: stupid sun . lmao , or maybe i moved the camera too early or at the same time i was gonna blink ..

i think the food that i was eating is called ban uoc ? O__O im not sure if thats how you even spell it .

but it was goood ^.<

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fitness update ,

frick i ate two big bowls of green tea icecream today !! so much for cutting back on junks ><

well theres tomorrow , ill try again !!

ooh football game tomorrow also ! cant wait ^^

Fitness

so each days that goes by , im gaining more weight i think .

well im feeling all the weight gain . my body feels heavy and i dont feel like i can walk .

i asked my parents to allow me to join the gym but they said no . i have no other way to stay fit .

and im addicted to junk food :/

not fair , i cant help it .

whatever i want to do they dont accept or support it .

now all i can do is eat less , stick to a strict diet and stare at the skinny body figure of people on the internet and be jealous of it wishing it could be mine .

so starting tomorrow , i will start this diet .

breakfast only water . lunch only milk .

dinner umm , carrots and milk and water .

i dotn know if i can do this . its sooo hard D:

i wanna lose all those extra fat in my body and get thin as i can . idc anymore ;[

rawrrrrr , frick . i feel like i have a low self-esteem right now . i feel ugly , fat and hideous .

i never thought that i would feel this way . before i thought people who feel this way are stupid and it didnt make sense to me but now i understand .

asklfdjlksdfjskfjsldkfjlkasf fuckkkk .

>___<''