Fitness

so each days that goes by , im gaining more weight i think .

well im feeling all the weight gain . my body feels heavy and i dont feel like i can walk .

i asked my parents to allow me to join the gym but they said no . i have no other way to stay fit .

and im addicted to junk food :/

not fair , i cant help it .

whatever i want to do they dont accept or support it .

now all i can do is eat less , stick to a strict diet and stare at the skinny body figure of people on the internet and be jealous of it wishing it could be mine .

so starting tomorrow , i will start this diet .

breakfast only water . lunch only milk .

dinner umm , carrots and milk and water .

i dotn know if i can do this . its sooo hard D:

i wanna lose all those extra fat in my body and get thin as i can . idc anymore ;[

rawrrrrr , frick . i feel like i have a low self-esteem right now . i feel ugly , fat and hideous .

i never thought that i would feel this way . before i thought people who feel this way are stupid and it didnt make sense to me but now i understand .

asklfdjlksdfjskfjsldkfjlkasf fuckkkk .

>___<''