today was great . because its an A day . and in Pd. 1 i got to see BEIJING ;] (secret nickname for this cute chinese guy) i gave him our group skit and he will type it up or he'll make copies :p i think he kinda sorta smiled at me ? :) he' looks super cute in plaided flannels :D
Then in last period of the day , theres this cute guy also that sits near me :x .. i havent think of a name to call him yet to be unobvious . ill think of something . well we kinda conversate ? :P and he helped me on assignments lol . he's a nice guy , i wanna get to know him like be closer friends ? :] but the thing is . he's younger than me by a year , or maybe few months since im a late born . it might be weird to think that he's cute and stuff~ i jsut get excited whenever i see him , like an interested feeling . throughout class i cant help but smile , lmfao . did he noticed !????? hopefully not . but at the corner of my eyes , well not corner but top , i could see that he was glancing a little bit ?? well , maybe its just me . im being a bit too confident about this . ahaha >.<' then i saw him in xc , lol . we exchanged couple words also . but it looked like he was kinda flirting w/this girl .. and my friend told me that he flirts around w/many girls also . could it be true ?? >___<''
im retarded , i shouldnt get my hopes up tooo high for these guys lol . but it makes me happy to see them around , exchanging small glances , and awkward smile is good enough (= im such a dork . lol .
lately , i've been wanting a boyfriend . i dunno why . i know that i wont be fully committed because im afraid that i'll get bored . my last relationship didnt ended so well . and it wasn't long ago .. >< i lost a good friend . grrrr , i dnt want it to ever happen again .
im trying to look for the guy that i will spend the rest of my life with (= or one that im comfortable to be around and have endless things to talk about , but still meet my requirements . lol , maybe i'll post a blog about the kind of guy that i like ?? :P AHAHA . It'll be kinda embarrassing if someone reads it , or this post .
oh welllls~ hopefully you readers dont know who im talking about .
im beginning to love blogspot ! (; great place to kinda talk about how i feel lol . almost like an electronic diary . too bad i cant access it on my phone . they should create one for posting through the phone without using internet, but through txt or something .
another thing i wanna talk about .
my dog SUSHI . >.<' im thinking about giving it away because its such a big responsibility . my sister barely do shit . she's soooo SLOOOOWWWW !!! when i came home today , she let the dog run around the house by itself and doodoo and pee was EVERYWHERE . i was soo frickn pissed off at her . see how stupid she is !??? and she got moded about how AP english is way moore higher level and advanced that her stupid GT english class . i mean , look at AP . its ADVANCE PLACEMENT . so she was like 8 grade and my 11 grade english cant be compare with each other because its different things . but i kept telling her i know ! , but im trying to say how im more experienced and advance than her in english since i've taken high course class for yearrrs . am i even making any sense ?! well we were yelling at each other like crazy . she still dont understand. she's unresponsible and act like she's all that and not do anything . she barely listens to me and my mom now -.-' ugh . i wanna smack her . i tried one time and she was like go ill call the cops . fuck , my mom would've gotten mad if the police got involve though . but watch , 2years later when we go back to VN , ill fucking smack her like crazy for all these years that she has been an fricking asshole to me . Theres no law back in VN that says no hitting and teaching someone a lesson like that . ill teach her a lesson that she will remember for the rest of her fucking life . im maddddd .
she ruined my HAPPPY DAY >____<' that doodooooo !!
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